read me the story

soooooooooooooooo, i really am having the best week ever. thursday i found out that i got into law school, went out and celebrated with my good friend kandice and had a blast. friday i recovered and bummed it until dinner time. then i went to dinner with paul and kandice. i probably shouldnt have because i kept spacing out the entire time. seriously. i just sat there staring at people, thinking, dreaming, just being and taking everything in. its A LOT to take in. well saturday i studied for my lsat because despite the fact i got into school i am going to finish my class and take it in december. if you really want to know why just ask me, but i wont bore yall with that information at this moment. anyways, sunday i went and took my practice test then i came home and listened to records wishing that aliana was here and that we were drinking shitty ass pearl while playing dominos (i LOVE dominos!) Cut to today. I stayed in my pajamas all day so i could be ultra comfy while i did online workshops for my class, caught up on homework, did timed sections. finally around 5 i realized i was being a sloth. so i showered and decided to run errands. Here comes the AMAZING part: Before I left, i checked my mailbox and i had a letter from thomas jefferson. . . . they offered me a scholarship for my first year worth half of my tuition, with the option to renew it for the remaining two years if i stay in good standing! AMAZING! now my parents can have more money for retirement and assing off. =)

life is good! this week can ONLY get better!

and seriously kids! listen up!! these lyrics from a song are words i try to live by. i think they help explain little ole me. good day! =)

"I will never cease to fly if held down and I will always reach too high"

understand the things i say.

i love the song "ode to my family" by the cranberries. . . it reminds me of high school. of times when i didnt have a care in the whole world. i still dont really have any serious resposibilities. still no real cares in the world. . . sometimes i get this feeling my tummy. its not nervousness. i dont know how to explain it. its like this excited feeling. the best way i can explain it is like this- you know when you get onto a roller coaster and you are making your first big climb right before the drop. and you get that feeling in ur tummy that makes you think "ahhh, i want off!" and your heart starts racing but in a good way. and the next thought in your brain is "god the feeling is going to be incredible when i make the drop" thats how i feel! i just feel excited. about what? i have no idea. life? life is one big ride and its f'in amazing. you dont know whats coming up next but u just know its going to be wonderful and that everything will work itself out. my life is amazing.