understand the things i say.

i love the song "ode to my family" by the cranberries. . . it reminds me of high school. of times when i didnt have a care in the whole world. i still dont really have any serious resposibilities. still no real cares in the world. . . sometimes i get this feeling my tummy. its not nervousness. i dont know how to explain it. its like this excited feeling. the best way i can explain it is like this- you know when you get onto a roller coaster and you are making your first big climb right before the drop. and you get that feeling in ur tummy that makes you think "ahhh, i want off!" and your heart starts racing but in a good way. and the next thought in your brain is "god the feeling is going to be incredible when i make the drop" thats how i feel! i just feel excited. about what? i have no idea. life? life is one big ride and its f'in amazing. you dont know whats coming up next but u just know its going to be wonderful and that everything will work itself out. my life is amazing.